who knows?

in the furnace

A few days ago, Michael and I went to a local glass blowing studio, to work with an artist there and make two glass ornaments.  We watched as this artist pulled hot, liquid glass on a long skewer from the furnace and begin the process.

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He rolled this molten blob of glass in chips of color, and then put it back into the furnace to heat it up again.

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I got to stand at the fiery opening of one of the furnaces and turn the skewer steadily to make it moldable.

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Then the artist rolled it on a cool metal table, to help give the ornament its shape.  and then back into the furnace.  When it was hot again, there was more rolling and shaping.

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And when he was ready, He sat at another workspace and shaped the ornament as I blowed warm air, slowly into the glass ball.

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It was a unique experience.   As I stood and watched Michael take his turn, I couldn’t help but think about the fire – the extreme heat – around 2000 degrees the artist told us.

I couldn’t help but compare the process to my own life…

The only way for me to become the most lovely creation that the Heavenly Father has designed – I must be placed in the furnace,  heated over and over to the highest temperatures so that I can be molded and formed into what He desires.

What does my furnace look like?

It turns the temperature up on my impatience, on my self-preservation, on my fears.  Situations that bring intense pain, force me to take inspection of all the ways I don’t look like Him or act like Him or follow Him…  And in those moments of true repentance, I become like that molten glass, ready for Him to work on me and change my heart and my mind…    I suppose everyone has their own furnace.

Job knew all about the furnace:

Look, I go forward, but He is not there,
And backward, but I cannot perceive Him;
When He works on the left hand, I cannot behold Him;
When He turns to the right hand, I cannot see Him.
But He knows the way that I take;
When He has tested me, I shall come forth as gold.

As I consider my own life, and see each distress, each difficulty, I can look at my circumstances for what they are : In the furnace, and the pressure on that hard surface, and then more heat, the trimming away and the impressions – It is His handiwork as the Master Artist, creating me to be exactly who He wants me to be.

The furnace is a most wonderful and terrible place.  It hurts.  It is uncomfortable. But this knowledge is glorious: I am becoming His finest art work.

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