Yes, that’s right. Four years ago, that Michael and I felt led to give away the majority of our baby “stuff.” And by majority, I mean – clothes, supplies, stroller, car seat, maternity clothes – almost all of what we had, with the exception of our crib and changing table was donated. Either we gave it to friends in need, to Good will, or some of it even went to an orphanage in Africa via some friends who were visiting missionaries.
Yep. almost all of it. gone.
It was three years and 9 months ago that we found out that we were going to have a baby.
Oh my, were we surprised.
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The first three or four months of the pregnancy passed and I was sick as I could be. It was so much like my experiences with Isaac, I was absolutely positive that it was going to be a boy. In fact, I had even picked out boy bedding, and a few boy clothes. There were only boy names on our list, not one girl name.
When it was time for the ultrasound, there was no doubt. A girl.
Oh my, were we surprised.
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Three years ago today, May 13th, I went for my 36 week check up. I had dropped my sweet children off at their grandmama’s house. For some weird reason I prepared their overnight bag to leave there for whenever the baby came (because the plan was for them to stay there whenever I went into labor)… It seemed a little early, and I felt a little insane, even over the top doing it. But, all Mama’s do crazy things when they are 36 weeks pregnant, right?
I went off to my appointment and did all of the regular rigamarole for my checkup…. When the doctor came in and took a look at my chart, he glanced up at me and said, “I think we’ll make you an appointment for tomorrow.”
“Tomorrow? You want me to come back for another visit tomorrow?” – and he said, “Nope. We’re gonna deliver this baby tomorrow.”
Oh my, were we surprised!
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But, God who is omniscient, and loving and wise – was not surprised. And my mother’s heart was calmed by the very fact that it is impossible to catch Him off guard. He’s the one who plans everything – and controls it all.
“For I know the thoughts I have towards you…”
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It was three years ago, on May 14th, that I was induced, several weeks early. My nursery at home was a little bit ready. I didn’t have a car seat or a stroller ready and waiting… As parents for the third time around, Michael and I were taking the relaxed approach. Fortunately I had returned those few boy things, and there were tiny little girl clothes and blankets ready for her arrival.
I went into labor and delivered my precious Mackenzie within 5 hours, start to finish, and she was healthy, and lovely and wonderful… I still remember that fresh baby smell, those first moments holding her close when she was so new. And although many were praying us through the whole process and I knew I was in His hands, Oh my, were we surprised!
No matter how many times I relive those moments, I am still stunned by his goodness. A beautiful, sweet baby girl – came into this world, into our care to nurture and love. It is goodness I don’t deserve. But humble and proud all at the same time, I took the mantle of “mama” for the third time.
There have been many surprises since – at least for me – but they do not shock Him. And as a Mother to three blessings, Emily, Isaac and Mackenzie, I am grateful that I have a Heavenly Father who walks with me every step and gives wisdom and grace for every moment.
Happy 3rd Birthday Mackenzie Georgia Day! We love you so very, very much!
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